I retired from the Internet-Gaming scene, the
stuff got way too addictive for me, and i cant go
on like this, because its threatening my health
and my ability to live my life. I'm particularly a
wreck, unable to perform simple tasks or fulfill
given assignments because of the total absence of
motivation, I'm in ambulant treatment by a
Psychologist and I joined a group of people with
the same addiction which try to get rid of their
gaming-habit.
I was playing pc-games extensively for almost 10
years and i paid a high toll, now I'm sitting in
front of the wreck, that was my life and i got 2
chances: Make it or break on it, I hope for the
first one, but if I cant make it, I will go with
the latter.
I will cut the internet access on my laptop to
help me to overcome this habit, i will have
internet access on another computer to do
necessary stuff (i need to find a new flat, i need
to schedule dates with my therapist etc), I hope
that i will overcome my habit and that i can be an
example for other gaming-addicts, quitting the
internet-gaming hurts like hell and i already miss
sooo many people even though I'm not even gone
yet, i wish all you people, that have been around
with me the best of luck and maybe we can see each
other again under happier circumstances.
For e-challenge.ch matters, talk with IronMan,
Kyakon or DL|Nova/Ronin.
If there are any open matters, that need to be
addressed, email me at mnarinder@gmx.de
Update:
Im "gaming free" for almost 4 weeks
now, im doing 120 km/week on my bike and lost 6
kg!
Bad news, my bike is broken, good news it
wont cost me more than 400 Euros to fix it *OH
LAAAAAAAAAAWDS*
Im living in my own flat for over 2 weeks
now, shit rocks my ass :D
FreakStock rocked me totally! If you want
some impressions, check out youtube with the
search phrase "FreakStock 08", there are
some really cool vidz out.
Relationship status: "occupied"
;)
The fascination on gaming is losing its grip on me
veeeeeeeeeeery slowly, but as my real life gets
more and more exciting i feel a lot less forced to
sit down at my pc again, in fact i havent had it
on for anything but some music for 30 days now! So
to all you "i want to stop gaming but i
cant" ppl out there, give it a try, its so
worth it!
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