I retired from the Internet-Gaming scene, the stuff got way too addictive for me, and i cant go on like this, because its threatening my health and my ability to live my life. I'm particularly a wreck, unable to perform simple tasks or fulfill given assignments because of the total absence of motivation, I'm in ambulant treatment by a Psychologist and I joined a group of people with the same addiction which try to get rid of their gaming-habit.
I was playing pc-games extensively for almost 10 years and i paid a high toll, now I'm sitting in front of the wreck, that was my life and i got 2 chances: Make it or break on it, I hope for the first one, but if I cant make it, I will go with the latter.
I will cut the internet access on my laptop to help me to overcome this habit, i will have internet access on another computer to do necessary stuff (i need to find a new flat, i need to schedule dates with my therapist etc), I hope that i will overcome my habit and that i can be an example for other gaming-addicts, quitting the internet-gaming hurts like hell and i already miss sooo many people even though I'm not even gone yet, i wish all you people, that have been around with me the best of luck and maybe we can see each other again under happier circumstances.
For e-challenge.ch matters, talk with IronMan, Kyakon or DL|Nova/Ronin.
If there are any open matters, that need to be addressed, email me at mnarinder@gmx.de
Update:
Im "gaming free" for almost 4 weeks now, im doing 120 km/week on my bike and lost 6 kg!
Bad news, my bike is broken, good news it wont cost me more than 400 Euros to fix it *OH LAAAAAAAAAAWDS*
Im living in my own flat for over 2 weeks now, shit rocks my ass :D
FreakStock rocked me totally! If you want some impressions, check out youtube with the search phrase "FreakStock 08", there are some really cool vidz out.
Relationship status: "occupied" ;)
The fascination on gaming is losing its grip on me veeeeeeeeeeery slowly, but as my real life gets more and more exciting i feel a lot less forced to sit down at my pc again, in fact i havent had it on for anything but some music for 30 days now! So to all you "i want to stop gaming but i cant" ppl out there, give it a try, its so worth it!
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